成长，意味着越来越靠近死亡。我只想在我的生命留下足迹，来证明我真的有认真地活过...
Growing means stepping nearer to the death. I just want to leave my steps in my life to prove that i really lived seriously...
Sorry, I think I have making you in trouble. I can see you are feeling stress because of my sudden suggestions.
I can't afford to simply pass up the work. I enjoy the learning process which may be time consuming. I know you are in a hurry but sorry because I want to make it as comprehensive as possible.
Sorry for making you so stress. Sure you are a bit regret to be in a group with me.
I found myself a trouble maker. I am too serious. Until you give up to argue with me.
Then you come to see my work. "I think I'll learn a lot from you." You told me.
I'm not sure whether you are speaking frankly or vise versa. I just want to say, "I am serious in doing course work because I want to practice myself for the future too."
We have to respect the history of the man's life, his contributions, and the process of change. About the board game, we have to consider every possibilities to avoid any failure.
I'm in stress too. I afraid both of us can't impress others. Not the issue of scoring, but the issue of putting efforts in doing quality work.
This is the serious of mine. But sorry for stressing you so much...SORRY!
后来 我们都在彼此的纪念册上交换了彼此的心情 你说，你相信他们总会有再合作的一天 During the farewell We exchanged our feelings through the memorable diaries You believed one day in the future they will be together again
以前的我或许不懂用行动来表达 相信将来，我们重遇的那天，你会看得到我的改变 I always lack of action in expressing myself in the previous time I believe when we meet again, you'll notice my change
我也准备了一份惊喜给我的老朋友们 感谢你们陪伴了我度过那段青涩的岁月 I am also preparing a surprise to my fellow old friends Thank you for accompanying me in these first quarter periods of life
那份惊喜是我六年前的梦想，我现在走在筹备路上。 几时完成？请再给我最多一年的时间，因为惊喜需要时间酝酿...... This surprise is one of my dreams, I am going to realize it. When will I make it comes true? Please give me maximum one more year, due to surprise needs time...
青梅竹马来电关心，聊了一个小时。 没事。大哭过后的我已经收拾了心情。 不是坚强，而是习惯了这样的困境。 AhKaren called me and chat for an hour. I'm fine. Not because of I'm strong. I've already get used to this situation.
真的，干着急也没用。 与其胡思乱想，不如随遇而安。 这就是我的flexible。 No point to worry much on it. I prefer to obey the fate rather than thinking much on the uncertainty. This is my so called "flexibility".
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另一个她不懂我的近况。 Another she does not know about my latest news.
遗憾。 我们如此靠近，她竟然没有发现到我的不对劲。 Regrets. She does not realize something wrong on me although we are close to each other.
可惜。 我约了她，她以头痛为由缺席，我也没去看她。 Pity. She absent because of headache and I did not visit her right away as well.
无奈。 我每天更新日记，她竟然不懂我心里在想什么。 Sigh. I update my news everyday but she does not know about me.
担心。 我怀疑我们之间突然进入了冷静期，我却不懂。 Worry. I am not sure whether we are escaping each other or not.
委屈。 我非常需要她的支持，她却完全活在她的世界。 Grieve. I need her moral support but she seems still in her world.
没事。 我习惯了她的习惯、理所当然、以及粗心大意。 I'm fine. I used to her habits, her way and her careless.
只是 我想给她的惊喜，因为找不到感动的理由，很有可能就因此 没了 But I wanna give her a surprise I failed to find touching moment from her
根本 不想 就此 没了 But I am Not Willing to Be given up Here as well
Dear Comrades(hope still regard me as 1), Hi everyone, how's life? Long time no see, miss you guys alot! Hope everyone is just as fine as me. I could have plenty of chances seeing people like Jenn Yu, Pei Shan, Shan Bing & etc in the past if I was active enough joining them for grassroots' work, but sadly, I hardly showed myself up at all, letting go the chances to learn and to improve myself. I really had been out of mood and in low motivation during that period of time, though I really would want to be involved in the work. One pure reason for that was lazy. Laziness really killed me off...sigh...
This mail is to greet and at the same time to bid farewell as well, my flight is on 28th Sept(this sunday) from KL to Narita, Tokyo. For the 1st year, I will be in Tokyo to undergo Japanese language course, which is self-financed. And, next would head to Nagoya for my master's, with a scholarship if I could score good in the entry test. If I fail to secure the scholarship, I would most probably reject the master's study and head back home. So, it is either that I would stay in Japan for 1 year or 3 years +++.
Anyway, just keep in touch. I will be back soon. All the best to everyone.
remain the only one subheading to write. About 3 - 4 paragraphs. ish...no idea to finish it.
junior ask whether to join them tonight for steamboat or not. No. no money.
Aiyok! My body already full with holiday mood Can't concentrate very much on this redo assignment.
But, sir, This time I still do it seriously. Thank you for giving me this opportunity to redo it. I prefer this time's work. Although I also not really understand what I am answering on. But one thing that is important, I answer directly to your questions.
What about the marks? Sir, it's up to you. I'll give myself 70%. (will give full mark if I am really interested in this subject) Anyway, thank you ya!
“我开会时就是这幅德性。(I reli like this during meeting)” “无聊。” “真的吗？那就聊到这，已经五分钟了。” “我不明白为什么你写like，但我觉得很无聊(原来她以为like是喜欢）......如果误解了，对不起。不懂为什么,你总是喜欢用自己的观点来评估其他人的立场” “？？”
"I wish to be same group with good members."You said. "I am not as good as you think about."I correct you. "If you are in a group with me, you will not afford to my slow motion work." I smiled at you.
Anyway, thank you for taking part in suggesting how to improve my assignment. I'll rethink, redo and resend it by tomorrow.
一个月前的事了。 那两天一直在忙着担心筹委、营员和自己，还有招待外面的人。 我不知道，原来他们是如此享受这个体验营的。 The memorable moments we shared in the last month. I was busying to worry too many things until unexpected they were actually enjoy the camp.
希望“绿色校园计划”会有你们的面孔。 希望明年我们会再相遇在同一个活动...... Hopefully I'll meet them again during the launch of "GREEN CAMPUS" project. Hopefully we'll meet again next year for the same activity...
在学校留下劳动的痕迹，方便以后好好回忆。 Contributed to the school.
雪莹和偶像一起拍照咧！她一定很爽很爽！ Sure Suetyheng feeling satisfied standing beside her idol...
想成功，就要学会相信自己，也要信任对方。 Trust yourself and your partners will bring you towards success.
为你打打气，我们一起努力。 Giving you the support, together we make it come true!
我终于和她合了照。 很开心。 因为我很少跟她合照的，开心到~~ I also took a picture with her. Feeling happy. Because I seldom take picture with her, really satisfied...haha!!!
"We have to finish the panels by this week. Please help in giving the ideas." My leader said. "I can help in editing during the holiday. Ideas needs time and inspiration (means cannot achieve them under pressure)." I replied.
"Don't worry, panels just put graphic and points, it's easy. We try to put more effort in power point and draft report." He replied. "People will be impressed by panels first because easier to read compared to power point and draft report." I replied.
In the preliminary report, I found that they like to simply put everything into the report. This makes the pages more than expected and burden the readers.
In the technical report, 27 group members doing things differently (still the coordination of the content problem) until the report reaches 300 pages! And the panel, sorry to say, not really impact me.
This time, the concept plans and report, hopefully I can become the editor...but it's tough... really tough (I've been experienced before and got an A for it)...
Struggling to volunteer myself to do the job...because I am a fussy one who may give tension to my partners...I always being fussy until the end of the report submission day...I can't make it fast if I do the job cos I'll check in detail and ask them to change on the spot if there is any better idea...
They don't have the culture to alter last minute...I have to balance between my culture (habit) and theirs...
8am-12pm Lectures 1pm Lunch with Foo and Little Dai at my house 6pm Gathering 8pm Dinner with Foo and Little Dai at K14 10pm Management assignment and SIA project
Suddenly received an updates from the studio group members. They decided to spend all the day in studio to finish up all the work (before Hari Raya holiday). They target to finish it tomorrow, after lecture until before midnight.
This means... I have to cancel all my appointments which will be done after lecture. Between marks and your leisure time, which one in your priority?
Not going to worry much on the marks. I'll choose my leisure time. Of course, I have to cancel dinner with Foo and Little Dai due to this.
Sorry, Foo and Little Dai I have to cancel our dinner, again...
Once again given the topic on environment protection. I am responsible to do it alone. They do other topics.
"Why are you relate me to environment protection?"I asked. "You are the expert among 10 of us (perhaps 80 of us). You know better than us about the environment issues in Johor."The feedback.
No, I am not the expert. I just spent time to do field works by own initiative, you may like me also.
Difficult, I guess. You prefer to score A than doing volunteering works.
Five of us were divided into five different roles on an imaginary mega dam construction project. Anna, Shikin, Syilla, Goh and I.
We decided each of us have to pick up the small piece of papers written different numbers.
Here's the result: Anna represents the Local Authority. Goh represents the Developer. Shikin represents the Local Community. Shilla represents the Interested Group. I represent the NGOs.
Seems we were selected by the God. It's tooooo...... fulfill our personal characteristics respectively...
"追？" "追 = chase = kejar" "oic" "so if i woo u can hor?" "har?apa tu?" "追咯~" "??? x faham..." "追求 = woo = courtship" "like dis de meh? x funny lor" "Wat like this de? Who said anything tat's funny?"
Mummy called to inform me that we'll move out after a few months. I said I haven't taken all the pictures and rescued my memorable things.
She said she'll put them into grandma's house. "It will become a rubbish dump later." I laughed.
"What about the land behind our house?" "If you are planning to develop it, we'll reserve it." "Just reserve it, in case we want to go back in one day, there is still a piece of land waiting us."
"Mummy, I feel a bit funny because we finally have to move out after talking for so many years." "You have to budget for your finance ok? Since your father and I is going to retire after this." "I know." "Enough money for this month?" "I think so but I am not sure for the next month." "Don't worry on us, we'll handle it. You just concentrate on your study and examinations, ok?" "Ok."
Mummy worried about the money and comforted me not to worry about the case. My mind was thinking about our dream house though...
My lecturer asked us what is the big issue recently about. We answered "political issue"
"What I mean is global financial crisis." He said. "I read the newspaper just now, the first thing in my mind was all of you......don't simply waste your money for your studio project, ok?"
Ok. So, I decided not to join you all to Telok Gorek after Hari Raya.
9.11pm My Mummy called me. She keeps on laughing and making jokes with me.
"Are you free now?" "I have to go into university after 10 minutes."
"Why still go out lately?" "I have studio meeting. You knew my course really like this..."
"Anybody accompanies you back to home?" "No." "Oh my god! What a dangerous condition. You go back alone..." "I have no other choices. This is the time when everybody is free..." . . .
She doesn't know that I have already known the case. I am sorry. I am too busy and unmanaged to discuss seriously with you about our existing family problems...
Just realized that actually I have uploaded the previous post successfully after uploaded Really Unfortunate in This Month. Feeling upset. Deleted the previous post. The later post describes more detail on "Unfortunate" compare to the previous.
After a few seconds, I received a message from my younger sister. "The house owner asks us to move out within this 3 to 4 months time."
I replied it with shocked. "What are your parents planning to do?"
"Worrying how to move out all the stuff." "Not suppose to worry about where to store all the stuff meh?"
"Elder sister's house. She encourages your parents to move in, but your father is unwilling to move out since he has been living here for so many years...He will move out once the owner forces him to do that." "Just let him accepts the realities and adapt on it within this coming 3 or 4 month lar!"
I am such far away from my house. If I keep on seldom going back to home, it will not become my home anymore in the future.
I thought I won't cry when I heard this bad news, but my tears were out of my control. Although the place is not beautiful, it is still a paradise of mine.
I am feeling so regret that I am helpless in this case...
Have to upload again my post for today since the same post has failed to be uploaded just now. （very unfortunate because the connection was good just now)
Haiz, I have to redo one of my assignment. The reasons are I wrote in English and I didn't answer his answers in the assignment. I replied these are really my own words and I have noted the citations if I used other's words. He didn't accept my answer. He said, "you didn't answer my questions. You don't write what you want. I want you to write what I want." My classmates told me that those who write in Malay are all accepted, only those who have written in English have to redo due to a number of the students copied and pasted others' sentences. No choice. I choose to redo it since he is not going to show me the mistakes and give suggestions to improve me.
Just now after lunch we received a sudden news that we have to restructure a bit for our studio project. My small group has to coordinate with others'. Due to the guest lecturer told them that the marks will be given less than our expectations if we don't follow what he has suggested. Why? Why must us follow totally? Hard to let the majority to listen to the minority. Very hard because we have already used to this concept...
I didn't reply her message for twice. Since that incident happened few days ago, I keep on worrying to receive any messages from her. However, I am still hoping that she is proactive in keeping in touch with me...
He presented all about the INVESTMENTS and how the developers utilize the lands. There is an Act of Parliment: IRDA Act 2007 for Iskandar Malaysia (IM).
He didn't mentioned at all about the public interest aspects. What you can see through the plan, most of the lands belong to the developers, and the purpose of development is to attract foreign big company to invest here. Where are the local communities? What are their benefits? He answered they get benefits through land-selling.
This is the first time for the Q & A session taking longer than the presentation. About 10 students involve in the Q & A ssesion. I asked more than five questions, and argued with him with confident.
"If there were arguments appear, whose decision will become the priority? the local authority or IRDA itself? " We'll direct the issues to the Prime Minister. He makes the final decision. (means we no need bother what local authority will do on us, we just listen to PM's".
"IRDA is responsible to whom? the parliament? the local authority or the developers?" The Prime Minister. (means we just follow PM's, you don't have the right to ban us.)
"How's the developer been selected?" We don't select the developers, they come to us directly. (really?)
"Is Iskandar Malaysia a must for a better Johor or Malaysia, or it is just a trying? What I noticed through your presentation is this mega project was launched with uncertainty. What you've mentioned just now was there were only 9 staff to run this mega project at the initial stage...it seems like it is really not prepared and I strongly feel that it is sort of show off...to compete with Singapore rather a project which is really benefits the Malaysians." Ya, i do agree that it was not well-organized at the initial stage, but now we have 92 staff. This is not a project for these few years but it is a long run project...blar blar blar...(sorry, i forgot what he has answered)
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Someone asked about the public transportation, seeing the oil will be exhausted in few years time. He just mentioned there will be MRT provided but with no further explaination on it.
Someone asked about the indegenous group settlements and the the local community. He said they are willing to sell their land, without forcing them out of the place.
Someone asked about the possibility to compete with Singapore. He said our land is much more cheaper than Singapore's, sure the foreign investors are willing to invest in IM. (no, no, Singapore is famous with its world-class services and remains the commercial centre for the South-east region, what about Malaysia?)
Finally I stand up and raise another issues.
"Sir, your presentation today is just about the INVESTEMENT or how to make money, there were so many aspects that you didn't mention to show that this is a sustainable development plan. I am happy to listen that you mentioned about the Ramsar sites just now. But, I am sure Sungai Pulai will be another Pasir Gudang seeing that there are so many mega projects were chosen to be located at the area...I don't understand why PTP, Tanjung Bin Power Plant, the Petrochemical station and the Bunker Terminal are allowed to be just next to the Ramsar site, perhaps you can explain further with us about this, why IRDA choose the area?" PTP is not giving much impact to the area because they also put a lot of money to do for the conservation... (I argued: but the shipping activities have been threathen Tanjung Piai, the Southernmost tip of Mainland Asia and the other Ramsar site)
He said he worried about the Bunkery Terminal. He want to mention about the seagrass bed but he forgot the name, I told him after that.
I forgot to ask him, How long did IRDA go through for the site survey and study? How did the IM boundaries and types of development been identified? Have you ever consder that what-if the Ramsar site would be once either of the powerplant or the petrochemical station get burnt? Why must us sacrifice our vulnerable mangrove areas, fauna and flora, just for an unsustain economic development? . . .etc (including lots of funny assumptions from us, hehe)
A simple presentation, but we realized a lot through it although we are just students.
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In my conclusion, sir, this is not a good plan for us. This is just a plan purposely for Pak Lah and his geng...
Still remember in the first year the senior told us that there are 3 main credits in the university: Study, Activities and Love.
What am I taking? Major in Dreams, Family, Friendships and Activities. Minor in Study. Love, reserved for next time.
I have lots of DREAMS. Some have been realized, some are in the progress. To be a badminton player was one of my BIG dreams, but now I've given up due to this is impossible for me anymore. To have an own house is my another Big dream, but have to realize it after I have graduated. It's good to have dreams which are difficult to be realized because you have the space to think how to make them come true and rush for them.
FAMILY is the most important to me. It exists since my life started. It is the gift from the God to assist me to get rid of the loneliness and helpless. It's important to go back. I always emphasize. This is the reason I prefer them to go back rather than staying here. For myself, I choose to face them although it is sometimes a war field for me.
I really feeling thankful to FRIENDSHIP. It brighten up my days since I came here. That's why I appreciate it so much until forgot to think of my part sometimes. Although sometimes there were conflicts happened, I prefer to overcome it for a better relationship.
I have learned a lot through ACTIVITIES. Those memorable moments will always keep in my heart and mind. They have allowed me to touch the truly sky and ground. I feel very satisfied because I have the opportunities to realize some of my dreams through the activities. My old friends always mention that I am very active in the activities, but, in my opinions, it's vise versa because it is actually I have been activated by the activities.
Why am I minor in STUDY? Hehe, it is just a simple answer...because I am major in too many fields, therefore I let the study becomes my minor subject...
Lecturer returned us the previous assignment. I was the second who had been called out to talk it back. He told the class that I no need redo it because I got an A. There was noise started after hearing this announcement. I thought that I am the first person who has been called to redo the work. Shocked when I saw two simple words -"A" and "Good" written at the front page.
Unbelievable! Can't imagine that my 2-hour hard work would get such a good result. My classmates came to me and borrowed it to have a look. "Your assignment just a few words." They were impressed. (Come on, lecturer mentioned not more than 5000 words so I just response around 4500 words.) "Why don't you make a cover page?" "I used to do like this since my first year, that's why I don't understand why you all have to design for it."
"May I borrow your assignment for a while?" Suddenly she came and asked. She seldom talk to me, even look at me before this. Unfortunately, I lost the opportunity to go through her assignment.
It is a dangerous trying because I played truant to finish it. Fortunately I have been escaped from redoing the whole assignment. Thinking of this lucky thing, I feel relax and happy now, YEAH!
"The sky is blue......my heart is empty......I am here thinking there......my problem is seeing things without any feelings......"
He gave us these few sentences to let us think about what are the meanings behind them. Realized that different people with different backgrounds and experiences will interpret the same things into different ways / perspectives / opinions. During that special night, I could understand totally what he is talking about...
Finally sent a message to my lecturer to ask for my RM 600. He replied me, He even not seen the shadow of my face, how could he give me back the money? Replied him, Sir, will you be free on tomorrow afternoon? I'll go to your room and take from you. He doesn't reply me anymore.
I need money. Wishing that he will give me back the money when we meet tomorrow...
You asked me why am I didn't contact you for such a long time. You asked me whether I have forgotten you after I utilized you. No, I said. I have been very busy after we met. You argued that my busy shows that you are free.
I feel lost. I feel weak. I feel unwilling to explain more on it.
I experienced a lot difficulties in that period. My family problems. My study problems. My activities problems. and my own problems.
I'm not fooling you. Your words hurt me. I nearly cry, and without tears.
I continue keeping the secrets of mine. I'm not fooling you. I regret on your careless.
You asked whether I can help you to upload your news on the Internet. You don't know what is an Internet about. You told me, once you found someone who knows about Internet, you'll found those who may help you.
Jane Ne sent a message to me during Lantern Festival. I nearly forgot that she is a nurse. I took this opportunity t ask her what is his condition. Serious, she answered. Just improve, not for cure, she One of your diseases will bring you to the death, she said.
I was shocked although I have already known that you are in a very serious condition when I read through your doctor reports and searched the further information on them. Just realize that you are such near to the death.
I told you that I'll meet you during the holiday of Hari Raya. You considered that I'll fear on you and act unnaturally. Really? I am not sure. I told you just meet there and don't make any consumption. Your bad experiences makes you cannot be confident in front of the people, doesn't you?
Chating online with you. I asked how's your life within this two years.
You said you are remaining single and available. You said I am still a pretty girl. You said you are taking Master. You said you'll come to meet me. You said you miss me a lot. You said it has been two years.
I would like to say that within this two years I am still remaining the same position on you. What about you?
昨天傅和振宇分别传短讯来说星洲记者陈云清因写了“寄居论”而被警方引用煽动法令来逮捕。 莫名其妙警方的这种举动。 纳闷。 Zhenyu and Foo sent a message to me respectively about a news reporter has been arrested under ISA. Can't believe such silly thing happened.
内安法令下被扣的郭素沁及拉惹柏特拉，至今音讯全无。 郭妈妈为警方绑架女儿一事感到伤心和失望。 There is no any updates news of Teresa Kwok and Raja Petra Kamaruddin. Teresa's mother feeling sad and disappointed because of her daughter has been kidnapped by the police.
“她到底是活著還是死了，她在哪裡都沒人知道，就算匪徒綁架了人，也會通知家屬，他們（指政府）呢？甚麼都沒有!” （载自星洲日报） "Is she alive or dead? Where is she now?Even the robbers also will inform her family members that her daughter has been kidnapped but the government keeps on silence."
我哭了。可以感受到为人父母的担心。更何况，这事件发生在月圆人团圆的中秋节。 I cried. I could feel the worries of the parents. Furthermore, this case happens during this Mooncake Festival which emphasizes the moral of "REUNION".
“我是她的母亲，我很心痛，是啦，表面上没有流泪还是什么，因为我想到她讲真话，走得是一条为人民争取福利，为人民申冤的一条道路，是在在野党。” "I'm her mother, I feel very sad although I don't cry. Because I understand that she is an opposition who voices out the truth to protect the people." “她没有跟那些人同流合污，没有向腐败的政权低头，我觉得很荣耀，我有这样的一个女儿。所以我很伤心，但是我宁愿伤心，我不能做什么，我能够做什么？” （载自当今大马） "She didn't join them, keep on doing the right things, therefore I feel very proud of her, I have such a daughter. Although I'm sad, I prefer to be sad. I can't do anything. What can I suppose to do?"
又哭了。感谢郭妈妈把女儿献给了社会，我们需要她。 I cried again. Thank you Teresa's mother for sacrificing your daughter to the public, we need her.
不，现在郭素沁需要的是我们！ 让我们一起声援尚被扣留的著名部落客拉惹柏特拉与行动党士布爹国会议员郭素沁。 让我们一起并肩作战，向恶法内安法令说“不”！ No, Teresa need us now! Let's appeal for Raja Petra and Teresa! Let's together to say "NO" to the ISA!!!
《内 安法令》最为人诟之处，在于它赋权内政部长在未经审讯的情况下下令警方扣留部长认为对国家安全（security of Malaysia）、重要公共服务的维续（maintenance of essential services）或人民经济生活（economic life）构成威胁的人士长达两年。在两年的扣留期限到期后，若部长认为此人对国家安全仍具威胁，部长可以更新两年的扣留令；换句话说，内政部长可以通过 每两年的延长扣留无限期拘禁一个人！
Y.B. Dato' Seri Syed Hamid bin Syed Jaafar Albar Home Minister, Blok D 2, Parcel D, Pusat Pentadbiran Kerajaan Persekutuan, 62546 Putrajaya.
Tel: 03-8886 3299 Fax 03-8889 3854
Dear Sir,
Re: No to ISA - Release Immediately blogger Raja Petra Kamaruddin, MP Teresa Kok and other ISA detainees immediately!
We are writing to you to register our strongest condemnation and protest against the use of the Internal Security Act (ISA) on Raja Petra Kamaruddin an editor of popular news portal Malaysia Today, and Member of Parliament Teresa Kok.
Under the ISA, a person can be detained without trial indefinitely. It violates important and fundamental rights such as the right to be presumed innocent before proven guilty, the right to an open and fair trial and the right to legal counsel.
We are sure that you, Sir, are fully aware of the abusive nature of the draconian ISA. The history of the ISA reveals that many detainees were subjected to torture, inhumane and degrading treatments, especially during the first few weeks of detention. We are extremely concerned about the wellbeing of the detainee.
We strongly urge the government to release Raja Petra Kamaruddin, Teresa Kok and other detainees immediately and unconditionally. The government must respect the right to trial and abolish the ISA and all forms of detention without trial; charge all detainees in an open court. Failing to do so, the detainees must be released immediately and unconditionally. "Emergency" laws in Malaysia disregard human rights and violate the safeguards enshrined in the Federal Constitution and international human rights law.
The continued use of the ISA only goes to show that despite being a member of the United Nations Human Rights Council, the Malaysian government pays scant respect to human rights and in breach of its own pledges to the Human Rights Council and international community to promote and protect human rights when Malaysia contested for a seat in the Human Rights Council.
We once again urge you to release or charge all ISA detainees and abolish the draconian law that should have no place in any civilized country.
Morning: Finally finished the presentation. I presented without taking any notes on hand. The VIP commented that we suppose to add in the data rather than just summarize all the information. Yeah, I really tried my best. I slept for only 20 minutes just to prepare for the powerpoint slides and read through the whole report. Blacklisted my partner, sorry for doing so. Because of you, I have to become the presenter. Because of you saying that I maybe have to present alone, I have been so tension because of taking time to revise for your part in case you really can't present with me. Because of you, I realized that you are not respecting me as your partner but you were trying to letting me feeling uncomfortable so that your presentation will be better than me. Hey, come on! We are from the same group ok? Why you treat me like this? Since you have treated me as a fool, I promise I'll not same group with you in the future.
Afternoon: Having lunch with my fellow juniors. Choo praised that I could speak a fluent Malay and presented with confidence. I said, it's really a bad presentation because of the content is really worst. Lau said actually we are being as a salesman, and the presentation is the way we promote our products in front of the customers. Yeah, I really agree with him. Asked Gab to send me back directly to my home. I gave Lau my motor key so that he could bring my motorcycle back to home during BBQ later. Sleep. Leaving the world for 5 hours.
Night: Rose, Lau and Sim knocked my door twice but I just continue sleeping since I really tired and lack of enough sleeping time. Had a thorough bath before meet them at the downstairs. Tham and Chin cooking BeeHoon, smells delicious. It's really happy seeing guys cooking for us, especially for me (I am not expert in cooking). Help them raise up the fires. Chating with funs. Nearly a long period not having BBQ. We gathered here to celebrate Lantern Festival.
Thank you for organizing such wonderful activity, I appreciate this good time!!! Drank a beer and played cards with them for the very first time.
Hopefully in the future, we'll gather again in this house, with this group of people, perhaps with the rest those I know from UTM.
They said this is a really tough presentation, so nobody willing to take this challenge. That 300 pages report, I am still trying to read through. Just now get some information from the internet which can fight against the lecturers. If tomorrow is a dead end, I'll try to full my brain as much as I could, fight against them!!!
I asked a number of friends to there to support my artists. Ya, those from FKSG and FAB came. As a one-day manager, i went to coordinate with the PA system team. Huh, the intro music was too soft until there was a little gap between the solo and the music.
Tiong performed good today, but i prefer the rehearsal's. He also faced problem during the intro music. Never mind, I give him 70% also seeing he did so much to practice it.
There will be a bicycle campaign held in Malaysia on the end of November until December. Johor will be one of the route in the campaign. We just had our very 1st meeting and I was given the task to accumulate the participants (the cyclists)
It is actually organized by JERIT (Jaringan Rakyat Tertindas Malaysia), an NGO which combines a number of various students association, groups of urban explorer, group of estates workers and groups of factory workers (political parties are not allowed unless they join by individual).
It is an event to appeal for: 1. Local government election 2. Abolish ISA, AUKU, OSA 3. Stop privatization on water, hospital, amenities and education 4. Comfortable housing for Malaysians 5. Minimum Salary Act RM 1500 6. Control Products and Fuel Hike
Siew Lee, the coordinator said there will be a number of 50 cyclists who will cycle across the Peninsular Malaysia. The final destination will be the Parliament.
We are responsible in handling the activities in Johor. Therefore we have to consider the routes they will be taken. It's a secret to be mentioned here.
But in my opinion, I prefer (Day 1) Tangkak--Muar--Batu Pahat-- (Day 2) Benut--Pontian Kechil--Pekan Nanas-- (Day 3) Kangkar Pulai--Skudai--Johor Bahru
Just realize between content and words, there are a wide range of space for us to absorb and understand the meaning.
Either it limits the capability of the author to express herself (due to limited vocabulary or poor in expression) or the high imagination of the readers to understand it (due to different people have different perspectives).
Not meant by the author, but with doubt for the readers. Not guilty, but would be if it has to be.
完成Completed： 1. 一个test A test (15%) 2. 跟小戴吃饭 Lunch with Little Dai 3. 给傅短片 Transfer video to Foo 4. Studio Meeting
努力中Doing: 1. Assignment (comment on article) 2. Preparation for presentation 3. Update blog 4. Meeting: Jerit Bicycle Campaign (8.30pm) 5. Studio meeting (10pm)
未完成 Incomplete: 1. Assignment on board game (20% done) 2. Assignment on entrepreneur interview (20% done) 3. Practice song 4. Music studio 5. SIA Test (30%) 6. Metropolitan Test (30%) 7. BBQ 8. Camp Review meeting, article sharing, photographs and video 9. KSA visit 10. Muar patient case 11. A new song 12. See the doctor 13. ...............etc
I have expected that I'll become one of the presenter for this coming Friday when I received the message yesterday. Within expectation, I was chosen to represent the whole group of 27 people.
How did I been chosen? They threw the ball to everybody and the received offered person threw back the ball. I took the ball but I didn't throw to anyone. Just take it easy, it's just a small presentation (but VIP will come!!!). It's important to be flexible in any conditions, so I just accept it.
Asked the Editor how many pages for the report? 300 pages, she answered. Oh, my God! A bit regrets.
I'll try to make the content more comprehensive. I'll try to show you what "professional" is...
They asked teacher about the question. He answered them the cruel thing that they have to face during the process.
He didn't ask me what about my opinion, and I also didn't answer him as well. If he asked me, I'll say, I want to accumulate the story and the melody of my life. I wish my experiences can become other people's guides or lessons. I think my volunteering in jotting down my stories with people and the world is very romantic and satisfied. Moreover, if it could help the others, I'll feel very happy! No matter I'll become famous or not, the most important thing for me is the purely and truly heart of mine in the past and the existing......
He lives in Muar with psoriasis, 38 years old, unemployed because of his illness and joint deformity. He started treatment since 25 years old. Met lot's of doctors but his illness is not fully controlled yet. His meals are sponsored by the public. He needs approximately RM 10,000 to cover life-long treatment fees. In stead of psoriasis, he also a patient of proteinuria, arthropathy, diabetes mellitus and left pleural effusion...
He has been to MCA Muar branch to seek for help and appealed through newspaper. For those who are willing to help him, please stated "Lim Meng Chen" on the cheque, then post to MCA Muar brach, 107-1, Jln Khalidi, 84000 Muar, Johor. Any inquiries please contact 06-9544111
or
Lim Meng Chen (the patient) 017-6851080 or 07-9538136
人活着，就是等死。
在等待死的当儿，我做了一些事情。
有疯狂的，也有平静的。
最起码，死的时候，我会没有遗憾。
因为，我曾经有认真地活着......
Living, is waiting to death.
In stead of waiting the death comes, I am still doing something.
Something special or nothing at all.
At least, at the moment on my death, I will not feel any regrets.
It is because I have been living seriously before...
