Thursday, May 29, 2008

麻痹的右手 The Cramp on My Right Hand

眼睛干干地
右手麻痹了
肚子饿饿地
又是一天了

明天就会见到青梅竹马了
哦,希望她会sayang我的右手
当然,我也会sayang她的心的

我这张见光死的脸,怎么办?
哦,我竟然忘了我没脸见人也,怎么办?

怎么办?

Dry eyes, cramped right hand, empty stomach, another day
Tomorrow, I'll meet my childhood friend
Hopefully she'll pity on my right hand
Of course I'll comfort her heart too

Oh, I forgot my face is terrible now
How? I forgot I can't meet people in daytime

How?

后知后觉 Late Realization

我不懂,你已经把一生的智慧交给了我
是我太过小人之心
是我太过自负

幸亏,我做了这个决定
我很庆幸,我做了这个决定

四个月的辛苦,算得了什么呢?
四个月的煎熬,又埋怨什么呢“

对不起!
谢谢你!


I just realize you have passed your whole life to me.
It's my fault, I didn't appreciate it seriously
I even contempt it

Fortunately, I have made a right decision.
Really fortunately I mention repeatedly

I only suffer for 4 months, so what?
I only struggle for 4 months, so what?

I AM SORRY!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

老师嫁老大 Ah Long Pte Ltd

预告片


制作过程-Part 1


制作过程-Part 2


插曲-嘻哈配套歌


插曲-追债歌


片头曲-阿窿歌

要看佛面 Do for Buddha

大有大做,小有小做,不怕做错,只怕不做。

阿婆说:“不是你发薪水给我,是头家发的,任你怎样刁难我,我是不会走的......”

天下事,总是因为身边的人的想法和发生的事物,而改变了自己最原始的想法。
“不看僧面,要看佛面”

是的,再艰难,我也不会轻易放弃。
不是你评估我的人生,是我自己评估的,任你怎样影响我,我是会坚持下去的!

Big man do big things, small man do small things.
Grandma said:"you're not giving me the salary, the boss gave it, no matter what you do on me, I won't leave here easily..."

People and things happened around us always alter our initial thinking.
"Don't do for the monk, do for BUDDHA"

yes, I agree. No matter how challenging they are, I will not give up easily.
"you're not the one to evaluate my whole life, I am the ONLY ONE who did it, no matter how you influence me, I'll keep on my own path!"

梦一场 A Dream

有个男生,不知为何,跟他很投契。
然后他唱了一首歌。
然后他说那是他写的。
我什么都没说,就只是一直看着他,同时脑袋里冒出了很多东西。

唱些什么?忘了。只知道是一首很好听且感人的歌。

如果今晚我们有缘,
希望还能见到你,以及听到你唱的歌。

Meet a nice guy in my dream
He sang his own song
I just listen without giving any words, but I think a lot in my mind

What did he sing? Sorry, I have forgotten. I just remember it's nice and touching.

If God allows,
I wish to meet him again tonight

and listen his song again...

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

512 四川大地震公益歌曲

爱与希望-林俊杰


承诺-香港演艺人协会

命里有时终须有 Will Exist If You Have To

阿婆常说:“很多事情不是你想有,就有的,也是要看你有没有那个因缘。”
因此她常勉励我说:“慢慢来,努力做好它,有就有,没有就罢休,下次再来......”

所以,我会先尝试全力以赴,
万一失败的话,
我下次再来!

Grandma always advises me to along with the fate.
Be patient. Do my best. If success, that's it. If fail, try for next time.

Therefore, I'll keep on doing my best.
If I meet failure,
I'll be back next time!

北京欢迎你 倒数72天 BeiJing Welcomes You 72 Days to go



《北京欢迎你》
  [00:05.00]作曲:小柯
  [00:07.00]作词:林夕
  [00:10.00]
  [00:14.70]陈天佳:迎接另一个晨曦带来全新空气
  [00:20.72]刘欢:气息改变情味不变茶香飘满情谊
  [00:26.44]那英:我家大门常打开开放怀抱等你
  [00:32.46]孙燕姿:拥抱过就有了默契你会爱上这里
  [00:38.64]孙悦:不管远近都是客人请不用客气
  [00:44.59]王力宏:相约好了再一起我们欢迎你
  [00:51.06]韩红:我家种着万年青 开放每段传奇
  [00:56.68]周华健:为传统的土壤播种为你留下回忆
  [01:02.79]梁咏琪:陌生熟悉都是客人请不用拘礼
  [01:09.09]羽泉:第几次来没关系有太多话题
  [01:16.80]
  [01:16.96]成龙:北京欢迎你 为你开天辟地
  [01:23.34]任贤齐:流动中的魅力充满着朝气
  [01:29.38]蔡依林:北京欢迎你 在太阳下分享呼吸
  [01:35.77]孙楠:在黄土地刷新成绩
  [01:42.60]
  [02:05.80]周笔畅:我家大门常打开开怀容纳天地
  [02:12.93]韦唯:岁月绽放青春笑容迎接这个日期
  [02:18.88]黄晓明:天大地大都是朋友请不用客气
  [02:24.83]韩庚:画意诗情带笑意只为等待你
  [02:30.25]
  [02:30.45]汪峰:北京欢迎你 像音乐感动你
  [02:36.38]莫文蔚:让我们都加油去超越自己
  [02:42.33]谭晶:北京欢迎你 有梦想谁都了不起
  [02:48.69]陈奕迅:有勇气就会有奇迹
  [02:54.73]
  [02:54.93]阎维文:北京欢迎你 为你开天辟地
  [03:00.57]戴玉强:流动中的魅力充满着朝气
  [03:06.70]王霞 李双松:北京欢迎你 在太阳下分享呼吸
  [03:13.08]廖昌永:在黄土地刷新成绩
  [03:18.82]
  [03:19.05]林依轮:北京欢迎你 像音乐感动你
  [03:24.97]张娜拉:让我们都加油去超越自己
  [03:30.82]林俊杰:北京欢迎你 有梦想谁都了不起
  [03:37.47]阿杜:有勇气就会有奇迹
  [03:45.21]京剧:北京欢迎你呀~~
  [03:49.98]容祖儿:我家大门常打开开放怀抱等你
  [03:55.96]李宇春:拥抱过就有了默契你会爱上这里
  [04:02.08]黄大炜:不管远近都是客人请不用客气
  [04:08.51]陈坤:相约好了再一起我们欢迎你
  [04:13.68]
  [04:13.86]谢霆锋:北京欢迎你 为你开天辟地
  [04:19.38]韩磊:流动中的魅力充满着朝气
  [04:25.48]徐若瑄:北京欢迎你 在太阳下分享呼吸
  [04:32.02]费翔:在黄土地刷新成绩
  [04:37.60]
  [05:02.76]汤灿:我家大门常打开开怀容纳天地
  [05:08.87]林志玲 张梓琳:岁月绽放青春笑容迎接这个日期
  [05:14.94]张靓颖:天大地大都是朋友请不用客气
  [05:21.04]许茹芸 伍思凯:画意诗情带笑意只为等待你
  [05:26.18]
  [05:26.41]杨坤 范玮琪:北京欢迎你 像音乐感动你
  [05:32.30]游鸿明 周晓欧:让我们都加油去超越自己
  [05:38.46]沙宝亮 满文军:北京欢迎你 有梦想谁都了不起
  [05:44.96]金海心 何润东:有勇气就会有奇迹
  [05:50.70]
  [05:51.22]飞儿 庞龙:北京欢迎你 为你开天辟地
  [05:56.71]吴克群 齐峰:流动中的魅力充满着朝气
  [06:02.72]5566 胡彦斌:北京欢迎你 在太阳下分享呼吸
  [06:09.21]郑希怡 刀郎:在黄土地刷新成绩
  [06:14.88]
  [06:15.28]纪敏佳 屠洪刚 吴彤:北京欢迎你 像音乐感动你
  [06:21.09]郭容 刘耕宏 腾格尔:让我们都加油去超越自己
  [06:27.25]金莎 苏醒 韦嘉:北京欢迎你 有梦想谁都了不起
  [06:33.48]付丽珊 黄征 房祖名:有勇气就会有奇迹
  [06:39.25]
  [06:39.54]全体:北京欢迎你 有梦想谁都了不起
  [06:45.71]全体:有勇气就会有奇迹
  [06:51.27]全体:北京欢迎你 有梦想谁都了不起
  [06:57.97]全体:有勇气就会有奇迹

钱会杀死人 Money Kills People

本来以为钱不是万能的,
可是那只是个人的理念。
当全世界都说钱是万能的时候,
你必须学会寻找一个平衡。

没钱,会处处碰钉子。
没钱,会招惹大家的白眼。
没钱,会左右关心你的他们。
没钱,还是不要唱高调比较好。

没钱,怎么办?
我还是不愿意低头。
我会看着办!
我跟塞亏郎!

No Money, another problem that have to face.
Be steady, girl.
Be S-T-E-A-D-Y!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

不一样的血型,不一样的性格 Different Blood Types, Different Characteristics

特别感谢:芊盈
Specially thanks to : Tan C.Y.





學海無涯 - 农夫FAMA



作曲:DJ Galaxy
填詞:C 君.6 Wing
編曲:DJ Galaxy
監製:DJ Tommy

農夫書院 美好人生
有兩個訓導陸永與C君
我們都要努力做人
個個會考三十分

望住塊黑板日日都咁刻板
食完個早餐仲有冇零用錢食晏
Bio堂要入Lab學下劏牛眼
點知一劏就鬧同學仔攞黎玩
最後就攞嚟衰記缺點都要排隊
點解又要比錢班會
冇著皮鞋又匿埋死都唔去早會
Prefect又出動捉人傾偈起哄
啲功課一係就抄一係唔交
Miss一係就鬧一係唔教
讀書為左識字為左沙紙定係為左我老媽子

學海係天涯 學生天天挨
就等多一排 放得暑假我個人鬆晒

萬卷書萬里路 紅雨好黑雨好
八號風暴 在早會中我禱告
萬卷書萬里路 紅雨好黑雨好
八號風暴 在早會中我禱告

Hey Yo 你有冇聽到 讀萬卷書不如行萬里路
行晒銅鑼灣啲店鋪
難怪每一科都肥佬
媽媽想知道爸爸少少燥
點解科科都炒到咁離譜
即刻抄廣告嗰一句口號
求學不是求得到分數
來尋求啲知識上堂訓下先舒適
上堂HAE下搵野食 搵野食
落到球場比晒力 比晒力

A班比人話係精英班
B班又比人話係精靈班
士多啤梨啤梨蘋果橙
ABCDE班點樣揀

FAMA college beautiful life
We have 6wing and C-kwan be your guide
We need to 努力做人
HKCEE三十分

萬卷書萬里路 紅雨好黑雨好
八號風暴 在早會中我禱告
萬卷書萬里路 紅雨好黑雨好
八號風暴 在早會中我禱告

C班比人話係傻仔班
D班又比人話係蘿底橙
士多啤梨啤梨蘋果橙
ABCDE班點樣揀

Biology makes me cry
Chemistry makes me cry
中西史都 makes me cry
農夫啲歌 makes me smile

相约星期五 Meet on Friday

跟你约了,要协调我们之间的问题。
不讲电话,因为我讨厌看不到你的样子。

该用怎样的字句?我暂时想不到。
该用怎样的语气?我暂时想不到。
该用怎样的心情?我暂时想不到。
该用怎样的立场?我暂时想不到。

在公在私,我都有话要说。
我很想什么都不想就这样跟你坦白,
可是我害怕最后的答案,
会伤了你,
也伤了我......

我又开始紧张兮兮了,唉!

Will meet you up on this Friday.
Not to use phone because I can't see your face.

I am still thinking how should I interpret my words and feelings to you.
I have something to say, by personal and partner.

I prefer frankly speak out.
But I afraid my decision will hurt you and me too.

Starting to be CRAZY now. Haiz, again...

Monday, May 26, 2008

制止激动 Controlling My Emotions

发生了很多事情,内心非常激动!
无法压抑内心澎湃的情绪,于是我自个儿傻笑了很久,很久。
最讨厌好坏参半的消息,于是我又眼睛湿湿地。

激动,还是要控制啊!

Happens lots of Good things and Terrible things.
Feeling very emotional.
Smiling.
Crying.

Getting Crazy, but have to control and control...

暧昧两人 Between You and Me

我又放你飞机了。
我说,几个礼拜后,我会给你一个惊喜。
你问:是拥抱还是热吻。
呵呵!都不是。

若非得要我要两者选一的话:
我选:拥抱

热吻?慢慢等!

Will give you a surprise in this coming few weeks.
You asked:"hug or kiss"
Hehe...none of them

If I have to choose either one
I'll choose :HUG

Kiss? wait wait wait

死回来了 STD Comes back

阿婆问我为何赶着回柔佛。
我说:还有东西要忙,多几个礼拜再回去。
分秒必争也,呼!

虽说是日记,那些空白的部分,我留给了自己的心去记录。

Grandma asked why am I rushing to Johor?
I told her I still have works to do.
Competing with the time, tiring....

although this is a diary,
the unwritten parts, I would like to let my heart to record them...

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

欲速则不达 Can't Complete on Time

倍受压力的时候,就是这个时候。
一边厢要快快完成,另一边厢总是过不到自己龟毛的那关。
于是,动作是慢的,心跳却很快很快!

那什么时候,才是释放所有压力的时候呢?
除了完成了的那一刻是最开心,
我的另一个减压方式就是
吃KFC

这个月已经吃上很多次了
再这样下去不会变肥就真的是奇迹了
可是那天佩琳说我瘦了,怎么办?

看来又是时候去吃KFC了

Really stressful now.
I still have infinity works to do.
It's my fault, I am too strict to myself.
Well, seems like I have to release my stress again.
How?
Eating KFC.

I have eaten few times for this month.
Should be getting fatter but PeiLin said I become slim now.
Oh, My God! Incredible respond.

I think I have to go for KFC now...

想回家 Homesick

突然很想今晚就回家
可是我的东西还没做完,怎么办?

Plan to go back tonight
But all my works still haven't finished yet
HOW?

Monday, May 19, 2008

星语触动 - 戴佩妮 Penny's Interview

Part 1


Part 2


Part 3


Part 4


Part 5


Part 6


Part 7


Part 8

都是戴佩妮 All Penny

奧運北京 Olimpik Di Beijing


半生熟


不想


四季天


怎樣


一九九九


不一定





Oh! My God


防空洞


就是你


爱疯了


單身潛逃


往前飛


吹哔哔


Lafite


這就是我


<戴佩妮马来西亚歌友会>会歌


杂菜饭

步操花式 Marching Formation

Pertandingan Kawad PBSM


Keat Hwa 2004 national level compotition final (part 1)


Keat Hwa 2004 national level compotition final (part 2)


Cheer 2006 New Champ Titans


DYNAMITEZ CHAMPION IS BACK! CHEERLEADING 2007

最爱本地创作 Love Local Music Very Much (1st Badge)

另类音乐人-用马来西亚的天气来说爱你


光良品冠-有你在身旁


光良品冠-别人都说我们会分开


阿牛陈庆祥-阿牛与阿花的故事


阿牛陈庆祥-踩着三轮车卖菜的老阿伯


阿牛陈庆祥-Speak My Language


山脚下男孩-月亮圆


山脚下男孩-童年颂


巫启贤 - 你是我的唯一


巫启贤-叫阮的名


指南针-如果


山风点火-出乎预料
EQUAL-呼喊天与地
BABY-爱情不能作比较
年少-放手

卫塞节祈祷 The Pray for Wesak Day

如果我向佛祈求世界和平,我猜佛应该会很为难,因为所有天灾人祸,都是人类自己种下的孽。
如果我向佛祈求愿望实现,我猜佛应该会很彷徨,因为所有成功失败,都靠那人本身坚定意志。

于是我跟佛许下承诺:
如果佛需要我的力量,
我会义不容辞豁出去。


于是我向佛祈求:
我希望众生的生命可以再延续,
好让我们之前犯下的种种错误,
可以因为来得及觉悟而能挽救。


If Buddha needs my strengths, I'll do my best to fulfill His expectations on me.
I wish everybody can live longer to correct the mistakes they have made before.



佛光山為四川大地震祈願文

倒数两个星期 Countdown 14 Days

又坐立不安了。
工作怎么还是没完没了啊?
后天必须回家一趟,
不然的话,
会更加没完没了!

Can't sit well
my work still running
Have to go back the day after tomorrow
If not
My work will be keep on running!

原谅我的无能为力 Helplessness

雪莹问我,中国跟缅甸需要帮助,我是否有做些什么吗?
跟她通了电话,我说我没有。我已经分身乏术了。
我自身难保,我的手简直无法伸出来。

我建议雪莹:其实你可以跟你的几位朋友一起搞。
“凡事不一定非得等我先开始。”

雪莹说大家都回家了,很难召集他们。
我明白这当中的难处。

我只能说:
我只是一个凡人,我们能做的,
就是在八月的饥饿30营里,
唤醒大家一起努力。

请原谅我暂时的无能为力。

I can't afford to organize an activity to help China and Myanmar.
I am so busy to do my things.
I suggested SuetYheng: You can actually gather your friends to do it by yourselves.

She said it is difficult because everybody at their own hometowns now.
I understand the situation.

I just plan it in our upcoming 30-Hour Famine camp.
I can't involve myself at this moment.

Sorry for my helplessness...


中国地震! 四川地震!


2008.5.6 緬甸風災

Sunday, May 18, 2008

顺路 Same Track

原来我是这么不能等
于是同时进行了两个梦想

小妹,
是不是要接近毕业的人特别懂得珍惜时间?
就像垂死的人会一直尝试摆脱死亡般

希望你会虚心地学习
希望你不是玩玩而已

Cant't wait for another years already
So I decide to realize two dreams at once

Girl,
you look like in a hurry
like a nearly dead person does

Hopefully you will learn all these with humble
Hopefully you are not just play around and not serious actually

谢谢为我的孩子打气 Thanks for Giving Supports to My First Child

那天佩琳突然冒出一句:“如果你需要金钱上的支持的话,我一定会支持你!”
就像3月时,姐姐也说了这句话:“我支持你,一千够不够?”
刚才,小戴传来短讯说:“我为你的孩子加油打气!”
最后一次见到致雯,她也说:“嘿,我在等你的孩子出来咧!”
青梅竹马也这么说:“我很期待他的降临。”
连平时很少坦白的阿傅也说了这句话:“我一直都在支持你,是你没有察觉到罢了!”
一金完全可以接受她的学姐如此疯狂,说了句:“加油!梦想...”
当初,Mr.Ti也很支持我如此不按牌理...

还有很多很多人的支持......

如果你不懂我这里到底发生了什么事,请别生气。
我只是暂时尽量地把自己琐在自己的世界里。

没有一个具体的结果,要怎样跟大家分享呢?
我答应大家,六月,一定会给大家看看他的“庐山真面目”!

谢谢这一路上都有你们的陪伴!
谢谢你们为我的孩子打气!

"If you need financial support, I'll give you some." PeiLin said.
"RM 1,000 enough?" Sharon said.
"Gambateh for your baby o" LiYung said.
"hei, I am waiting it comes out ler..." CheeWen said.
"I feel very excited waiting it comes out." Karen said.
"I support you these days, only you don't know about it." Foo said.
"Gambateh, for your dream..." YeeJing said.
Mr. Ti also supports me very much since my initial stage...

and those unlisted supportive people...

If you don't know what's going on to me, please don't be angry
I am just keep myself away from you all and dissolve myself in my own world.

How should I share to you since it does not come out yet?
I promise to you: I'll introduce it to you on June.

Thanks for accompanying me!
Thanks for giving support to my first child!

Saturday, May 17, 2008

期待明天的到来 Wating Tomorow Comes

明天傍晚6点。又去那个地方。
第一次正式投入,很开心,也很紧张。

希望以后,可以跟阿傅一起编织同一个梦。

6pm tomorrow, I'll be there again.
First time involve myself in such thing....happy but nervous also.

Hopefully start from now, Foo and I can make our same dream comes true...

萧煌奇 The Blind Taiwanese Singer

你是我的眼


阿嬷的话


爱这首歌


看见


An Alyi Production - about Xiao

佛曲精选 Buddha Songs

心灵的曙光


一半一半


愛就是惜


美好特质


残缺也是美

呼吁救救白小! Save Our School Damansara

救救白小Part 1/2


救救白小Part 2/2


教长允迁校方式重开白小


700人追悼熊玉生誓完成遗愿


陆庭谕老师在熊玉生先生追悼会上的讲话


华教之旅(三孝篇)


把白小留住

钰洁也来了 YuJie Comes Too

才刚睡醒,佩琳她们放工了。
钰洁也来了我的房间。
我才刚冲完凉。

钰洁和佩琳都很忙。
她们忙着讨论补习班的东西。
钰洁六月没教,所以要交待很多东西给佩琳。

原来,单单教补习,一点都不简单。
在学校里教书更不简单。
最难的,莫过于教好每一个孩子吧?

给我身边的老师们,请你们
一定一定要用心去教”!

YuJie comes.
I just finished my bath.

YuJie and PeiLing are busy discussing about their tuition matters.
Now I only realize that to become a tuition teacher, it is not an easy job.
To teach at school is not easy too.
The most difficult is to teach every children to be a good guy.

To all my teacher friends,
please and please: TEACH THEM WITH YOUR HEART!

Friday, May 16, 2008

佩琳到! Pei Ling Comes

佩琳到我家留宿两天,真好!
原来我已经很久没有讲过笑话了......

原来要做宅女真不简单
更何况是做个全职的宅女!

爱死你哦!

PeiLing comes to my house to stay two nights
I have never make jokes for a long long time...

It is really difficult to stay at room for days
I have been staying at room for weeks already before she came

Love you, my dear!

启动第二个梦想 Generate The 2nd Dream

给自己一个时间。
就下午三点。
搭巴士,去那个地方。

八年前,那里仿佛就是一个遥不可及的地方。
八年后,那里不过只需花上一个小时就可到达。

会有忐忑不定的心情在所难免。
毕竟,谁也不晓得会有这么一天的到来。

“要认真学习,知道吗?”

至于第一个梦想,就先搁置一旁。
当灵感碰到了瓶颈,就先出去转个圈。
或许,会有另一番收获,也说不定。
就随缘吧!加油!

Putting away the first dream for a while.
Trying to generate the second dream.

Hoping that the 2nd dream will bring me happiness and
Release the tights from the 1st dream,
Go ahead...it is a dream which appears 8 years ago right?
"Be Serious on it, ok?"

Later, 3pm. Will go by bus.
To Generate my 2nd dream.

Like This Song Very Much

Thursday, May 15, 2008

陪你等天亮



演唱:许慧欣 & 潘玮仪
作词: 徐世珍
作曲: 陈界维
编曲: Mac Chew


V1:
眼看星星落下
窗外一点一点出现阳光
摸摸我的头 你说我很棒

V2:
我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候 有我在身旁

C1:
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量

C2:
(只有你)
明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强 (Bridge)

V3:
你知道我多傻 (其实我也很傻)
在你面前从来不用逞强
听我说说话 让我靠一下

V4:
我们都是这样
想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕 有我在身旁 (C1C2)

Bridge:
比赛看谁早一点学会
就算逆风 也能好好带着祝福不再流泪
勇敢的飞 然后分享那种喜悦 (V2C1C2)

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我们就在附近 We Are just Nearby

幼华说她毕业了。
待会儿会在柔佛。
明天会在新加坡。

我们两人,竟然只有一水之隔。
希望她在新加坡,找到她的幸福和快乐!

YuHua said she has graduated.
Later will arrive Johor.
Tomorrow will be in Singapore.

Both of us, are just nearby.
I wish she will meet her joy and happiness there!

创意无限touch Creativity Pops Up

冲凉的时候,灵感总是特别多。
竟然给我想到另一个宣传饥饿30营的方式

真棒!
不只有可能能预计营员人数
有可能能募招一大批义工
有可能能拉近筹委之间的关系
有可能能顺便宣传RAKAN
甚至还有有可能能解决筹备经费不足的问题

哦,原来要办一场活动
是会面对这么多问题的
是要考虑这么多解决方法的

更何况是这次是由工大生办的
是一场走出校园,带动社区的活动
再艰难,我知道,我的筹委会奋力从旁协助的
而关心我们的朋友们也会鼎力支持我们的
因为,我强烈感受到他们的热情

只是,有效的沟通和协调工作
是我现今所面对的最大挑战
如何有效地跟不同的人,用不同的语言,传达同样的讯息?
以及如何在宣明会和RAKAN之间,达到一个平衡点?
如何跟政府部门接洽?如何妥当处理财务?如何考量人手分配等等

要做一个组织的协调员,真的不容易
更何况是
还要多做一个活动协调员
虽然经验不足,但我会努力

Suddenly raised up an idea on how to settle the camp organizing problems
Feeling happy and full of enthusiasm
Do the best!
I know I can
Cos I know my committees and I able to make it comes true......

时间颠倒 The Converting Time

天就要亮了。
我竟然还没睡觉!

要睡了。
待会儿就要收拾一下我的房间。
明天佩琳就要来我这里借宿一宵。
总不能让她睡垃圾场吧?(虽然那里是我家乡)

天就要亮了。
我就要睡了。
早安马来西亚!
各位,晚安了!

The dawn is coming.
I still haven't slept yet.

going to sleep now.
Later will clean my room.
Shandly will come to stay a night on this Friday.
Impossible to let her sleep in a tipping site, right? (although it is my hometown)

The dawn is coming.
I am going to sleep now.
Good morning Malaysia!
Good night my friends!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

一天又一天 Day After Day

天又暗了。
每次总是非得待到了晚上我才出来走走。
没什么,只是不想让大家看到我憔悴的模样。

成功,就在对岸。
可是我找不到小石头也
该怎样跨出去呢?

希望我的屋友们不会认为我是宅女
我只是很认真很投入地在房里工作

Night is coming again.
I always wait until the night comes
I just don't want the people looking at my pity face

Succeed is just opposite me.
But how can I reach there?

I wish my house mates will not categorize me as a weird girl
I am just keeping my full concentration and dedication doing things inside my room...

下雨天 Raining Day

这里终于下雨了
怪不得我会睡到十二点才起来......
可以睡到自然醒,可以看见美丽的梦
真是件幸福的事!
还有啊,
原来我是如此地疲惫

睡醒了。
又要开始冲刺了。
今天要更加油咯!

It rains finally
I slept until 12pm
with some sweet dreams
oh, what a nice day!
also,
I just realized i was such tired before this

Wake up.
Continue working.
Have to be more energetic for today!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

513

我不是在出万字。
这是让马来西亚全国人民反省的日子。
到底:是种族冲突,还是政治斗争?

真的是个值得深入思考的日子。

我祈求老天爷:
请老天爷让我诅咒发动513事件的人们

因为
就是他们这些自私自利的人
残害了无数无辜的老百姓

我发自内心:诅咒他们!

I am not trying to give you a lottery number.
This is a date for all the Malaysians to rethink the 513 tragedy.
It's an ethical issue or a political issue?
I would like to think about it on this special day.

Seeking from the assist from the God
Please allow me to curse those irresponsible people
who brought those bad memories to the natives

I CURSE them. From my deepest heart!

好消息 Good News

之前失败了一次,今年的面试,我终于被录取了!
下一步,就在6月14日开始,参与为期5天的环境营。
然后6月19日就是最后的选拔。
有点像绝对SUPER STAR那样,要选出最后的两位最终代表。

我会是其中一位吗?天知晓。
不过我说过,如果这次我失败了,我明年还是会再尝试闯关。

话说回头,
很感谢他们这么看重我。
我发誓,我一定会全力以赴!加油!

I have been failed before. But this year I have been selected to join the Eco-camp.
It's such a big surprise to me!
At the end of the Eco-camp, there will be two candidates selected for the final stage.
Will I become one of them? The God will know it, I have no idea at all.
But, if I failed in the Eco-camp, I'll try once more for the next year.
Back to the topic, it is really my pleasure to accept this good news.
I swear: I'LL DO MY BEST! Jia You!

Monday, May 12, 2008

考功夫 Examining Real Power

做研究工作,真的是吃力不讨好。
人家追求简简单单,你就是偏偏不跟随大队。
怎么办?要继续还是要放弃你的执着?

“要继续。”

Doing a research work is really very tough.
Other people prefer the easiest way but you are the one choosing the hardest way.
No regrets? You still can change your mind.

"I still want to continue my stubbornness until the project done."

闭关的日子 The Days of Concentrating

不能讲话,只能听听歌,自个儿傻笑。
不能煮饭,只能出外打包,然后继续加油。
不能回家,只能制止自己,要先完成。
不能随性,只能自律自律再自律,调整时间的掌控。

闭关的日子,有泪水有欢笑。
虽然难熬,可是一切都是值得的。
很期待开花结果那天的到来......

Can't chat...only listen to music and laugh on myself.
Can't cook...only order food outside, then continue to work.
Can't go back to hometown, have to control myself that I must finish it first.
Can't waste time always, have to be emphasis self-discipline, plan and control the duration.

The Days of Concentrating, full of tears and happiness.
Although these are tough days, I understand they are the route towards succeed.
Waiting for the day which Dream Comes True......

不曾试过这样做 Never Tried This Before

突发其想,很想尝试就这样一直对着电脑到天亮。
然后一直对着电脑到黑夜。
然后一直对着电脑到天亮。
一直重复重复,直到任务完成为止。

不懂会不会过劳死咧?
很想知道,我的死因,是不是“过劳死”?

Suddenly wanna try to work in front of my computer until dawn is coming.
After that continue working until the day changed to the night time.
And continue working until the other brand new day comes.
Repeatedly...until my job has done.

Will I die because of overwork?
wanna know, my death reason, is it "Overwork"?

Sunday, May 11, 2008

有朋自远方来 Aunty Visits

措手不及。
怪不得最近很容易疲惫。
哎呀,真是讨厌死了!

Aunty is coming to visit me.
No wonder I am feeling very tired easily.
I hate her very much.

台上三分钟 3 Minutes On The Stage

又观看星光三班的节目。



脑子里一直在思考,
为什么私底下本来很搞笑的人,来到了台上,就会突然变得很不一样?

那份三分钟的投入,到底是用了多少时间去累积?
台上的三分钟,是不是真正的他自己?(还是为了要表演而已?)

突然感到迷惑。
那么她呢?
什么时候的她才是真正的她呢?

而我呢?
什么时候的我,才是真正的我呢?



Watched a Taiwanese show.
Thinking and keep on thinking.
Looking those who are funny can suddenly become dedicated in their performance.
Marvelous!
But still feeling a bit uncertainty...
(they become such serious is just for the performing purpose or their truly themselves?)



When is SHE the truly one?
Is it the reason she just become herself within the 3 minutes?

What about me?
When am I the truly MINE?

今天不是母亲节 My Mother's Day is not Today

母亲节,就是我回到家的那一天。
母亲节,就是我让她感到最幸福快乐的时候。
母亲节,就是我再也无法隐藏内心的爱,而被她发现到了。
母亲节,就是我跟她,左手拉着右手,一起过马路。
母亲节,就是我明明在受伤,可是我会自己疗伤,不让她担心。

母亲节,不是今天。
最起码,我还没回到家。
母亲节快乐?
你要她怎么快乐?

My Mother's Day is the first day when I step into my house.
My Mother's Day is the moment I make her feeling the most enjoyable and happiest.
My Mother's Day is the time when she noticed my LOVE in my deepest heart.
My Mother's Day is my hand automatically holding her hand to across the road.
My Mother's Day is she sees I am becoming mature.

My Mother's Day is not today.
Because I am still outside.
Happy Mothers' Day?
How can you expect her to be happy?

真的愛你

我也很想他 I miss him too

某天从记事簿上看到他以前寄给我的话。
那时的他感受到我的忧郁,
也说我仿佛在试着独自解决正在面临的困境。
他希望我会告诉他。

我始终没有告诉他个中原因。
我不是一个随便找人说出心事的人。

我不是闲弃他。
他真的是我目前最欣赏的人。
只是,我很害怕跟他坦白了过后
我会奋不顾身地
爱上了他......

One day I read a message from him ( in my notebook)
He expressed his concern towards my depressions
He would like me to share with him

I didn't fulfill his expectation
I am not that kind of sharing person(i mean in such case)

I am not saying that he is not good
He is actually the most admire guy in my heart
I am just wonder once I told him my deepest reasons
I'll LOVE him without thinking twice then......

Saturday, May 10, 2008

同一首歌 The Only One Song

你猜,那首歌我听上了几遍?
保守估计:至少有一万遍。
别吓倒,有时候的我就是这样神经兮兮地......

Try to guess how many times did I listen to the same song?
It was already over 10,000 times, I think.
Don't be surprised.
Sometimes I will really acting such silly things.

有可能会实现的梦 Dream which may come true

这是个发了几年的梦,没想到,就只有几步,就能实现了......
噢!
有种吐气扬眉的感觉。
可是,还要撑下去啊!
路,还有大半段呢!

This is a dream existed long long time ago...
unbelievable that it may come true in one day...
oh!
feeling release lots of stress and happiness
but, I still have to continue to finish the journey
it still remain half way to go...

Friday, May 9, 2008

就把我交给你 Just Pass Me to You

你没有兜到很远,反而很直接进入正题。
我发现自己没多久已经相信了你。
于是,我很放心任你发挥你的专业。
不必再扭扭捏捏。
就把我交给了你,好好干吧!

You were very straight to the points.
Giving me a lot of explanations and suggestions.
I found myself started to trust you very much.
Therefore, I allow you to continue your job.
"Just do what you like," I said without thinking much.
I just pass me to you. Don't make me feeling any disappointed ok?

HRSC Police abuse power (Thaipusam celebaration at Kuil Munisrawan, Tampoi, Johor)

Laporan Terhadap DSP Manan Kerana Merampas Risalah-risalah


Pada 23 Januari 2008, lebih kurang pukul 9.40pagi, saya yang bernama Nyam Kee Han (830514-11-5685) bersama 2 orang kawan yang bernama Ngo Jian Yee dan Kuah Peik Khee berada di Jalan Mempelam yang bersebelahan dengan Kuil Muniswaran. Kami berada di bawah kemah no B16 yang dibina oleh pihak Kuil semperna perayaan hari Thaipusam.


Tiba-tiba seorang pegawai polis yang berunifom membawa sekumpulan polis yang kebanyakannya tidak berunifom datang mendekati kami. Polis meminta kami menyerahkan kad pengenalan, maka kami bertiga pun menyerahkanlah kepada meraka. Pada masa ini, seorang polis yang tidak memakai unifom merampas helaian kertas di dalam tangan saya. Polis juga mengarahkan seorang kawan saya See Siew Min yang baru sampai ke situ, yang tidak tahu apa yang sedang berlaku di situ menyerahkan kad penenalan dia.


Selepas itu kami berempat dibawa ke van polis yang terletak di depan pintu pagar Hypermarket Giant dan diarahkan oleh ASP Wong untuk masuk ke dalam van polis tersebut. Selepas itu, seorang pegawai polis yang memakai kemeja ‘T’ berwarna merah datang memeriksa beg-beg kami. Selepas 20minit kami menunggu di atas van, DSP Manan pun datang dan menyoal kami. Kami memberitahu DSP Manan keadaan sebenar yang berlaku tadi. Kami memberitahu yang kami sedang berada di bawah khemah dan melipat risalah-risalah kami. Kami tidak membuat apa-apa perkara selain melipat risalah tersebut. Kami juga memberitahu DSP Manan bahawa kami berjanji akan beredar dari tempat itu segera.


Sejurus selepas itu, Assistant Komisioner Ruslan pula datang bercakap dengan kami. Kami memberitahu dia bahawa kami telah memberitahu perkara sebenar kepada DSP Manan. Selepas berbincang seketika dalam telefon bimbit, DSP Manan datang semula kepada kami dan menyatakan akan melepaskan kami. Tetapi dia hendak merampas segala risalah kami yang disimpan dalam 1 kotak berwarna hijau. Terdapat 4 jenis risalah berbahasa Malaysia dan Tamil dalam kotak tersebut. Saya tidak mengedarkan risalah di tempat kejadian dan memberitahu bahawa risalah itu telah diedarkan di seluruh Malaysia, tidak ada apa-apa yang dicurigakan. DSP Manan pula menyatakan dia perlu menyempurnakan tugas dia.


Saya berkata, jika hendak menyiasat, polis boleh mengambil 20 helai setiap risalah itu kerana semuanya sama sahaja. DSP Manan pula bertegas untuk merampas keseluruhan risalah itu. Saya terus meminta dia mengeluarkan ‘search list’ kepada saya jika hendak menyiasat risalah-risalah itu. DSP Manan pula berkata dia sedang menolong kami, kalau nak ikut prosedur, dia akan menahan kami ke balai polis boleh memberi ‘search list’.


Saya membuat laporan terhadap DSP Manan kerana bertindak tidak professional dan mengabaikan prosedur semasa bertugas serta merampas benda saya. Dia telah mengakui bahawa dia tidak bertindak mengikut prosedur dihadapan saya, 3 orang kawan saya dan ASP Wong, ASP Wee dan Seorang pegawai tidak berunifom yang mendakwa dia ialah CID bernama Saifu. Dia juga mengugut akan tangkap kami jika kami terus meminta ‘search list’.


Saya meminta pihak polis menyiasat dan mengambil tindakan tegas terhadap pegawai polis yang tidak mengikut prosedur semasa menjalankan tugas. Saya juga minta pihak polis memulangkan barang saya dengan segera. Saya menyeru pihak polis mengagihkan tenaga kerja polis untuk membanteras kes-kes jenayah yang berleluasa di Negeri Johor dan tidak untuk menindas kebebasan bersuara rakyat yang cintai keamanan.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

她换了名字,叫“零钱” She has changed her name, called "Lin Qian (LQ)"

真的是她!
真的很震撼!
青梅竹马的消息果然很灵通。
我跟她碰面了。
隔着距离,单凭网路,我们碰面了。
看到她过得这么好,心里真的很开心!
靓爆镜,你真的长大了也!
突然之间,我忘了要跟你讲些什么。
一切尽在不言中,能吗?

It's she! Really surprising!
My childhood friend told me where could find her footprint out.
I met her finally.
With the distance, only through the Internet, we met finally.
Seeing she enjoys her life very much, I am feeling very happy.
LPK, you become mature a lot!
Suddenly I lost my words.
Let's just keep silence, ok?

Thursday, May 8, 2008

完成面试 Interview Done

从士姑来搭长途巴士去吉隆坡富都车站,
然后从Pasar Seni站抵达Asia Jaya站,
然后从那里搭Rapid KL去Jaya 33,
然后巴士司机忘了告诉我是时候下车了,
所以我又从Asia Jaya站再搭他的Rapid KL,再去Jaya 33。

呼!因为马路塞车以及巴士司机没有叫我下车,
导致我原本计划多出的一个小时泡汤了,
肚子空空的,我的胃完全scan不到早餐和午餐......

面试的那三位之中,出乎意料地,有两位都是认识的。
他们很开心看到我,而我也很开心可以再次看到他们。
那个当下我很想说,我们没见面的一年里,我真的有努力去推行环保运动。

不懂他们有没有看到和感觉到我的成长。
言语之中,虽然我的英语依然很不灵光,可是,我开始有了自己的立场。
去年的我,有多么地没有自信。
今年的我,不再需要考虑要怎样去表现出自信。
自信,是不需要刻意去制造的。
有做过这样的事,一定会累积到经验,也一定会有所领悟。
于是,我们四人就像老友聚会,聊个天南地北。

那个德国人还是穷追不舍地问我:你觉得发展与环保之间,应该怎样有个平衡?
“要取得平衡,其实不能只依赖政府,人民的力量才是最主要的考量点。”
这就是为什么我选择逆水行舟,选择了从基层着手,而不是像大多数,选择等待上头发出指示。

我不懂他是否明白我要表达的重点。
因此面试的最后,我强调:如果这次我再次失败,我明年还会再来。
我相信他们三个都知道我一定做得到,因为我有信心我能做到。

今年我出现了,而且,我不是来玩玩的。
明年,相信又会是另一个惊喜。对于我本身,以及那里的每个人......

Took Konsortium bus from Skudai (Johor) to Puduraya (Kuala Lumpur)
Then Pasar Seni LRT Station to Asia Jaya LRT Station
Then took Rapid KL to Jaya 33
The bus driver forgot to tell me when to leave the bus
So I return to Asia Jaya, the bus driver once again took me to Jaya 33.

Lunch Hour, the traffic was really jammed.
In addition, I had lost my direction,
therefore I didn't have my meals (including breakfast) at all...

Out of the three interviewers, I know two of them.
They were happy seeing me join this program again, me as well.
I didn't tell them that I really run my environment protection project very hard within the past year.

I don't know whether they aware of my growth or not.
But I realized that I am becoming confident and have my own points of view although my spoken English is still very poor.
Now I only know that Confident will appear when you have really undergone the stages.
It seems like not an interview, but an old friends' gathering.

The German asked me how to reach a balance between development and environment protection.
"We cannot just depends on the government, the awareness of the community is the most important criteria to balance them"
I am not sure whether they understand what I am trying to emphasis or not.
My effort to do grassroots job is a bottom-up approach.

I said:"If this time I still fail, I'll come again next year."
All of us laugh. I know they believe I am not making a joke.

I have joined for this year. Without doing nonsense.
Next year, sure will be another surprise. For myself and them...

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

日记 Diary

尝试用“双语”来记录我的日记
让“写日记”成为新的习惯
就只是短短的几句话
只有天知、地知、某某知、我知
那就够了

Trying to use "bilingual" to record my diary.
Let "writing a diary" to become my new habit.
Although just a few words
and only the God, the mother of nature, somebody and I know about it
it's already sufficient to me